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What to say.
My life has changed completely, to the sad side.
From the time I came home, I already felt something strange.
My parents doesn’t look or speak to me.
I thought it was weird.
I didn’t want to believe it.
But, no doubt.
They are outright avoiding me.
When I went to my room to eat dinner, my food was not prepared.
A mother who doesn’t match my gaze.
The father who scowl.
A confused brother and sister.
I heard “as i thought” from somewhere.
I leave the room while sighing.
I understand what the previous word means, so I decide to prepare myself.
Apparently, my place in this house has dissappeard.
Does no stars, has this kind of impact?
Now then, what should I do?
I want to eat food somehow or another.
It’s variously hard for a 5 years old child life.
I leave the house and went into the forest.
My vield of vision began to blur, but I already prepared myslef so I’m not sad!
It’s just frustrating.
I just wanted to believe in my parents.
Like i thought, it’s just sad and lonely.
Tears started to fall.
Why i have no stars….why….
Crying would’t help.
It won’t fill my stomach.
I got to find something to eat first.
Today is the first time I have entered the forest alone.
It’s somehow scarier than the forest I always see.
Maybe a monster will come out.
What should I do…. I want to go home…. But, I’m hungry.
The food I found was only a larger nuts.
It’s a little sour, but it’s edible.
It’s not a little, but quite sour.
It was a bit sweeter when I ate it before.
I sit at the root of the tree.
What should I do tomorrow?
I already told myself before.
To prepare to escape from this village.
But to where do I run away to?
Can I live after running away from this village, the me who couldn’t fight monsters?
I still want to stay in this village.
But i somehow felt that it was impossible.
I wonder if everyone will change, just as my parents.
…… Let’s just go home for now and go to sleep.
Is my room, still there i wonder?